Wednesday, September 21, 2005
~ 1:45 PM ~
arini aku start the day by doing pretty ok.
pas klas eap mass gi mkn ngan op, then heading to ga class
then started to feel awesome!
aiyoo.. sakit jiwa arr ginih
dunno why
maybe coz ms dlm klas ga td aku secara tiba2 dan tak sengaja aku tlah ter`foreshadow`kan that me and that stupid person sit togetha and having some chit-chat at a stall or restaurant or wherever..
ni suma salah hare.. ngajo psl d meaningfullness of spoken interaction as compared to written. adess! dan adess lagi!
kalau mampu kubunuh rasa itu, dah lama aku buat!
infact im trying my best to get rid of it, by doing almost everything i can in regard to it.
adeii.. tensi tensi tensi..
smlm aku terkesima dan terpanas badan dgr sahabat ajak mkn kat kuboq pd pukul 1140 mlm waktu mesia. i fact dan lg klo nak gi tp its like im not going. i dont feel like going..
regardless of whether or not that person in desperation of starvation, and regardless of whether or not i should feel pity on..
and some other creature addin on to it by wanting me to drive 'it' back home. after all i shud do some amal jariah but that disturb me in at 1st.but then i think i shud compromize as we here live in society and i myself will be needing help from other pp someday.who knows.. and most likely it will..
and the fact that im feeling a lil bit unease, or shud i say quite bit unease was portrayed as clear as crystal on my face, on my not-so-smooth-complexion does bother me as well. and the fact that a half stranger fren did realize it on me is something else. something i shud ponder upon..
and the fact that i felt very very uncomfortable wit my feelin today regarding to that f-boy is awful and unbearable.i dont like this so much!!! it hurts me a lot, tearing me inside.gtg
