when u started to think bout somebody and cant get him outta ur head, then it means something dangerous is marching ur way! better get ready wid it.

it does happen to me since yesterday when i cant stop thinking bout thiz fella and that is really something! its normal when u like a new friend but not to the extent that u cant really do ur business without thinking bout that somebody rite! what more when u get overwhelmed all day long, hoping that u`ll bump into him, or worry so much if he`s angry at u or not, or u just wandering around thinking bout him and how gorgeous he is! that isn`t something normal i guess...

one thing that i figured out bout myself(yesterday) is that i am a very empty person, needing attention and shoulders urgently! i need something to listen to my heart`s voice and if u do, then taht is much much more than enuff. and i wont care if u are a living or non-living creature. as long as u`re willing to listen to my story and share my feelings, then i`ll be even happier than mary and dave.

i got into thiz mature conversation wid this two people today. one is addressing me bout the sufi kind of thing, talking bout all those motivational and inspirational thing we got in our life, our mission in this world and all stuff. the other one talked to me bout the hardship in life, on how we should rely on God whenever we`re having problems, that God will never disappoint us.. as long as we ask for help.. guess i really make my day! i talk something really big and crucial, i fill up my life wid something concrete, i did my job(even at a very initial stage), and i felt good bout myself and my day. its a pleasure to know that there is somebody out there who got even bigger problem that mine and thus willing to listen to my story from my point of u. u know, our perception can change sometimes by changing the angle from which we see the world and everything inside it.

keeping pain for urself is not kinda wise thing to do. u need to socialize that u`ll know how big this world is, and how much chance and opportunities it promise u to grab and enjoy. what matter most is how u perceive urself rather than worrying so much that u look like in the eyes of people around u. they dont pay for ur bill and dont give u money for living ight! guess i should buy that expressions voiced out repeatedly in my room.

why is it that i never realize why people dont understand me. it is me who dont allow them to enter into my life, and my heart to be precise! it is me who create big border and big wall between my life and social life. it is me who prejudice bout people not that they really care to perceive me in their micro view.

when u started to think bout somebody and cant get him outta ur head, then it means something dangerous is marching ur way! better get ready wid it.

it does happen to me since yesterday when i cant stop thinking bout thiz fella and that is really something! its normal when u like a new friend but not to the extent that u cant really do ur business without thinking bout that somebody rite! what more when u get overwhelmed all day long, hoping that u`ll bump into him, or worry so much if he`s angry at u or not, or u just wandering around thinking bout him and how gorgeous he is! that isn`t something normal i guess...

one thing that i figured out bout myself(yesterday) is that i am a very empty person, needing attention and shoulders urgently! i need something to listen to my heart`s voice and if u do, then taht is much much more than enuff. and i wont care if u are a living or non-living creature. as long as u`re willing to listen to my story and share my feelings, then i`ll be even happier than mary and dave.

i got into thiz mature conversation wid this two people today. one is addressing me bout the sufi kind of thing, talking bout all those motivational and inspirational thing we got in our life, our mission in this world and all stuff. the other one talked to me bout the hardship in life, on how we should rely on God whenever we`re having problems, that God will never disappoint us.. as long as we ask for help.. guess i really make my day! i talk something really big and crucial, i fill up my life wid something concrete, i did my job(even at a very initial stage), and i felt good bout myself and my day. its a pleasure to know that there is somebody out there who got even bigger problem that mine and thus willing to listen to my story from my point of u. u know, our perception can change sometimes by changing the angle from which we see the world and everything inside it.

keeping pain for urself is not kinda wise thing to do. u need to socialize that u`ll know how big this world is, and how much chance and opportunities it promise u to grab and enjoy. what matter most is how u perceive urself rather than worrying so much that u look like in the eyes of people around u. they dont pay for ur bill and dont give u money for living ight! guess i should buy that expressions voiced out repeatedly in my room.

why is it that i never realize why people dont understand me. it is me who dont allow them to enter into my life, and my heart to be precise! it is me who create big border and big wall between my life and social life. it is me who prejudice bout people not that they really care to perceive me in their micro view.

its really annoying when you greet a friend in a very cheerful way and hoping for the same same respond, but eventually he responded in a rather cold and in a very uninterested way. its really annoying! and it makes me regretting why i`ve ever had a tie called friendship with that crap!

hmm.. dah lama gila tak indulge dalam arena blog memblog nih. tahla.. rasa nak jer menulis tp takder kekuatan.. klo masa marah dan over excited bleh kot nak menulis.tp klo masa2 sedih, masa2 rasa down, tak berapa nak menjadi kot tulih blog nih.

new year.. hmm.. byk yg aku azamkan.byk yg aku nak improve tp tengok arr macamana.. by the end of this year, i should turned into a new me.

aku yg dulu.. dh berjaya aku kikis sikit demi sikit. but its hard! im struggling to get out of this .

apa lagi nak cte yerk?tahla.. byk mende nak cte tapi tak reti nak susun camana. erm takper arh..
tu jerla kot utk ari ni.bkan ada org nak evaluate pon blog aku nih.rite!